the small insect - he flew into my mouth and i simply inhaled

5/28/2021

Thoughts are nothing unless they are acted upon
My thoughts are your thoughts- they are unique only in context of my timeline.
They all float on the surface of 1 big body of water
The human ocean

I have another Hesse novel being sent in post. "Demian"
Excited to have a novel to sink my teeth into
Need some fiction

I have not been active online lately, and it is because I have been strapped for time man,, Even had to walk on a project// For a second here I took on a bit too much to handle,
Felt liberating to just shift my full attention back to the single project at hand,
which I hope to have completed by the end of the weekend.
human cannot juggle infinite objects.
Learning my personal limitations-
My maximum mental carrying capacity.
The only way we find the sweet spots in life is if we overshoot the boundaries, and then we can descend back to the smooth fly zone
Coast into thee infinite horizon with the FM stereo on full blast inside the cockpit of my 1/100 Scale F-15 Jet Fighter Attack Plane
(freeze frame , smiling at the camera)

I have this weird feeling, that the days feel much shorter to me. The sun sets much later though- Around 8 P.M. This is odd to me, because normally I feel the opposite during summer. But somehow, my winter habits of grinding into the late night have switched off and I struggle to get meaningful work done past 9PM. Because of this weirdness, I will begin adjusting my sleep schedule in order to wake up at 7 AM. This way, I will make a better day =)

There are so many projects I wish to make a reality. It is difficult for me. I am thankful to have this problem, and I do not take the inspiration for granted
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1 Design Document:

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HyperLinks:

Animation here by a guy called Henry who kindly emailed me his work in a triumphant thank you as he prepares for his next chapter of life and the inevitable dungeons of artistry that walk alongside: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBMJczZcKTQ&t=5s
Love the flipnote work ,and the music sheet muscle tissue

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Topic: Pushback:

Any opposition you feel to a goal is doubled down by a self affirming mind. This is one of the great filters of creation- Remember that external pushback to an idea or vision that you have embarked on comes from a very very small pool of individials. the opposition/negativity towards your pursuit comes from projection, and the fear that you will succeed. We are all fragile humans balancing on a balance beam. An offhanded remark is one of the easiest moves a person can make.

The trick to succeeding is to power on and find meaning in the work you desire to make; purpose beyond the audience. Find meaning in the stuggle and the primal pursuit of creating something which is not yet created. That is what we live for, is to chase that animal til its dead in our hands. and we enjoy it, for a period of time. and then we must pursue the next animal
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Email Question:

'if you could consume a piece of media for the first time again, what would you pick?'

I watched samurai champloo with my girl friend at the time 5 or 6 summers ago, over the course of a few days,, The memory glows: Relaxation- Calmness- Excitement- Life without urgency- Slow journey slow burn just like the show. But it makes you think too; mugen and jin dedicated their entire lives up to that point to becoming the best at what they do. It inspired me upon introspection. It still does inspire me. Someday i hope for a journey like that. Where the crafts and skills take second to the mission at hand, only accompanying the ride as a vessel VS the captain. . A mission that may not seem that important or necessary, but takes you along anyway

https://archive.org/details/NujabesBattlecry1652932Soundcloud1
^makes me feel calm and happy

Peace Out For now
-Jack